There is a whisper from the past, that we must overcome an old curse. That is why I pray and invoke the blood of Christ. Was it the prayer that death would not overpower us that lead me to pray for my wife when she was dying? It is what fear will do to a man; what I was willing to ask of God when she was ill. I will never understand why he let her die, why when I prayed, he did not heal her. I stayed with her body for two days before I let her go.